Web Reference: Dec 5, 2021 · Sometimes I feel really awful and I hate myself so much that I can’t masturbate. I just can’t think about anything that turns me on because I feel so bad about myself. I’m on medicine because there was a point where my crying was uncontrollable and all the time. I hate myself, not only my body but also my entire existence and personality and everything. I feel that I don't deserve to be loved, and the only thing I deserve is pain and suffering. I’m feeling so lonely and overwhelmed. I know this is wrong and I have friends and I'm loved by my family and I don't lack anything material or financial. I don't know why I'm feeling this way. Why do I hate myself so much in pictures? When looking in the mirror, I am really okay with the way I look. Sometimes I would even say I am pretty. But when I see pictures taken of me, I could start to cry. My skin looks more red than in real life, my hair (which is ash blond but shimmers golden) just looks grey.
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